So tired..

I am so freaking tired today. I did not want to get up this morning. It was raining and I could tell from my bedroom window it was cold. BUT…I got up and I went to aerobics this morning. He kicked our butt today. I love my aerobics class and the gym. The people there are really nice. Tomorrow is weigh in at ww. I told myself last week that I would not be upset as long as I lost 1 pound/week. The wedding is in about 65 weeks, so if I lose 1lb/week that would be just about right. I am so ready to start to see the changes in my body. I can tell already in my face. I always lose weight there first…and my boobs..WTH? Why does that happen? I barely have anything up there now as it is..Yeah, I weigh over 200 lbs and I’m all belly. My legs are thin, my arms could use some toning but overall ok, but my stomach. ICK…it’s like it’s from another planet. AND I have about 20 chins. I really am so glad that I am so motivated today. I just found the best thing to eat, too.
1 cup strawberries and 2 TB of cool whip is only 2 points…and it was worth every point.
The fiance cooked boiled shrimp last night. Boiled shrimp are so low in points that when I am eating them I feel like I am cheating because they are so damn good.
I am so tired today. I guess it’s because I woke up at 4:45 this morning. I have a meeting tonight and I would rather eat this keyboard than go. I had a meeting last night and another one tomorrow night. They all are about volunteer work. I promise as soon as this year is over..next year, I will not volunteer at all. I am so stressed and the job that pays me isn’t stressing me out.
I’m about to lay my head on my desk and pretend that I am on a cruise ship. Speaking of…I use to make fun of people that went on cruises because I thought it was a commercial lame excuse for a vacation. I was wrong. I will cruise each and every year until the day I die.

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